ini adalah rant

kalau tak nak kena haba amarah aku, tak payah baca.

so aku rasa, kalau aku nak attention dari kau, aku kena tweet nak menangis meraung kat twitter baru kau nak perasan kot.

stranger mana tweet nak menangis, bukan main kau pujuk.

yang aku dah berapa lama insomnia, tunggu kau.

kau boleh bertahan dengan ego sebesar gunung.

dafuq kau ni? aku ni apa? dah bosan, kau buat tak tau je.

aku dah penat bersangka baik, sebab kau selalu khianat perasaan aku tu.

kau nak diam dengan aku, kau ingat boleh selesai masalah?

vanilla sugar scented

Apa lah, apa lah sangat kau tunggu tujuh hari kalau nak banding dengan tunggu tujuh tahun..

Ego mungkin sebesar langit, tapi ingat, keberanian sebesar kuman.

Kau mungkin tak mampu nak angkat berat 50 kg, tapi kau boleh lawan ego dengan lembut.





ps: kalau kau gagal, kau tak rugi apa-apa.

am I really stronger than that?

or I am just an ignorance?

try to think that all these don't bother me that much.


like sugar rush, you feel energized for a couple of minutes. feel the world is under your feet.

but you'll crash and shatter like glass later.



strong, my foot!

venti for the price of grande

want to talk to someone. hesitate because might be seen as douche. because I only talk to them couples of times for quite some time. and now I am desperate.

continue hesitating. so I just STFU instead.

so everyone can be happy again.

and try to brush off these insomnia-causing feelings.

insomnia with concussion

so nowadays, I have to fall asleep with my laptop playing something. otherwise, if the surrounding is too quiet, I'll start thinking.






where have I done wrong?















and there goes my whole night.