Monday, May 19, 2014

head's in cloud nine

I rather not dream. The reality is getting out of had in a way that any dream can't compensate.
The reality is becoming more and more damning, and dreaming just make it worse.
Hopes and wishes?

It's like picking your own poison. Rather die in reality where all the sufferings are known from the beginning, or die in short-term euphoric, but going-to-crush-you-in-million-pieces dream?

Your choice.

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

definitely grow fonder

jarang diperkatakan, tapi..

aku rindu abah sebenarnya

Friday, January 31, 2014

childhood dream... about child

when i was still in school, i sort of dreamed to get married and have my child by 20.

oh boy, the raging hormones!!

Saturday, October 12, 2013


prof. white said you can either laugh it off or cry silently when things go wrong. not sure if i can still keep faking the former anymore

Monday, July 29, 2013

the praised, great leader

the recent event really puts me in cloud nine, but the experience of the past keeps telling me to put my feet on the ground.
 it was a great day, no doubt. we were smiling and laughing the whole time. heck, I'm still smiling right now. like sadness from the past year has washed away.
I can't help it but to have high hopes.
Hope this time, it's for real.


oh, and happy birthday!

I'm so gonna miss that smirk

Saturday, June 29, 2013

dilema yang mengada

ok, so aku tengah dilema

aku suka shopping baju. no doubt about it.

but the problem here is, aku tak tau nak pakai gi mana baju2 tu!

nak pakai jalan2 mungkin tak practical sangat.

takkan nak pakai fancy dress gi jusco depan rumah?

nak pakai pegi kelas lagi la tak suitable.

lepas kelas pegi keje pulak

baju kurung berjuta tapi takat pakai gi baca yassin 3, 4 kali

balik malaysia ingat kot2 la boleh pakai gi kenduri ke

tak jugak. mama tak minat sangat pegi kenduri. =.='

probably destined to live in jeans for the rest of uni life

ps: belum cerita pasal kasut lagi. haihhh

i need an exciting life

Sunday, May 12, 2013

end with a bang

will write more about the grad night

but one of the best part of the night is when iman tersasul.

ihik :)