head's in cloud nine

I rather not dream. The reality is getting out of had in a way that any dream can't compensate.
The reality is becoming more and more damning, and dreaming just make it worse.
Hopes and wishes?

It's like picking your own poison. Rather die in reality where all the sufferings are known from the beginning, or die in short-term euphoric, but going-to-crush-you-in-million-pieces dream?

Your choice.