money, money fly away~~~ don't gooooo~~~~

i am super broke. no more shopping for, like, ever? kena tambah one more job. biaq pi penat nak mati nanti. hidup mesti diteruskan. first black friday was super fun, super penat. believe it or not, orang sanggup beratur 2 jam, (in the cold, mind you) just to get coach handbags. maybe berbaloi to some yang pulun penuhkan dua2 lengan dengan coach handbags. bawak balik jual kot. and suprisingly, banyak gila foreigner ( macam aku) shopping black friday kat outlet. like seriously, I can hardly see Americans shop at the outlets. but the price is unbelievable. memang murah compared to normal days, and wayyy cheaper dari kat malaysia.

so now, sape baik hati nak transfer through paypal kat aku?

ps: first (real) snow. hari tu hailing je, tak kira. ngee..

snow turun malam, kalau tangkap gambar pun tak nampak. so this is the picture morning after the snowing. tak la tebal, but good enough for me. ingat kitorang je yang excited snow turun, rupanya ramai lagi yang "peghak", even some americans pun excited macam first time tengok snow, macam la kitorang. heh.

it's hailing, not snowing.. meh!!

come on!!!!!!!

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and now, it's sunny =.='

cry all you want, but promise me you'll come back standing tall to face this cruel world

(to my friends who are now struggling with exams, their own feelings and the madness of this world. grab a bar of chocolate, hold your big, fat CJ7 stuffed toy close to you (you know who you are), and start reading.)

i've seen a lot of sadness these days. loss, death of the loved ones, sickness, failures, disappointments. heck, who says this life is gonna be like taking an afternoon nap on the fluffy cloud?

aku sejak sampai kat tanah uncle sam ni banyak dugaan melanda. kadang-kadang serious aku rasa nak drop everything, hop on the next flight to malaysia, and go home. and balik belajar masak, dok bawah ketiak mama aku sampai ada orang nak pinang aku.

oh damn, kunonya aku!

so apa aku boleh buat? menangis and tunggu knight in shining armor rescue me? a prince with bleach blonde hair, blue eyes, hands me a handkerchief to shed my tears? aku mati dulu pun takda maknanya jadi macam tu. yes, crying can ease your pain, but the most important thing is that you'll get up and face your worst nightmare.

someone told me once that kita diduga sebab Tuhan sayangkan kita, Dia tak nak kita leka. so we should be thankful kalau diduga. remember that when the world turns upside down, there's always someone who suffers more.

kalau fail test, ada orang yang tak pernah jejak sekolah langsung. kalau laptop rosak sampai berminggu-minggu, ada orang yang tak pernah tau pasal komputer. kalau tak ada duit, ada orang lain yang tak makan.

so the bottom line is, hardship will always find you, but happiness never leave. it just hiding behind that big, bad wolf. face that wolf, show that straight face, gertak sikit, maybe fight with that wolf, then you'll find the happiness. you may take a longer time than others, but patience is the virtue.

ps: siapa2 yang baca ni, aku rindu sangat kat korang!! and sorry aku tak chat/skype dengan korang. but you guys are always in my mind <3

waffles @ gracie's

masa:8.50 pagi
lokasi: breakroom @ kate gleason

ok peeps, so laptop aku kena hospitalized, hujung minggu depan baru nak dapat balik.
aku dah kerja part time on the weekends, as custodian (nama glamer) kalau tak tau sila google.
won't be online as much. hanya mengharapkan computer awam di library. so yeah, see you around

just the same red, white and blue. but it doesnt have yellow

was scrolling down my timeline on twitter. and saw Raja was tweeting Sg. Lui's lyric. and i thought, hey, havent heard that song for a while. so i played the song.

never felt so homesick since i've got here when i was listening to it. i miss home!!!!!

p/s: watehel banyak plak homework ni? baru 2 hari kelas!!!

heartless biatch??

yea, so dah jejak kaki kat american's soil. feeling? read the title.

sebenarnya tengah snap sebab mic aku macam tak boleh pakai, and kampung aku yang tak ada proper internet. so no skype video call bagai di pagi raya. jangan harap. tengah marah ni >.<

kat bawah ni gambar bilik aku kat RIT. belum settle lagi sebab letak barang je baru. still tido kat rumah senior.

sorry tak berapa clear. phone cikai je. ingat sampai states boleh upgrade phone, rupanya downgrade. tak puas hati giler!! screw you expensive housing fee!!

by the time aku type ni, kat malaysia dah tengah hari, perut semua pun dah kenyang melantak ketupat bagai. aku still tengah malam, mengadap laptop tunggu family online. haihh =.='

so, selamat hari raya semua! first time beraya kat perantauan. nasib baik still cuti, orientation esok memang skip la.

maaf zahir batin. manusia bernama edzdiani ni tak pernahnya terlepas dari salah dan silap. maafkanlah kekurangan diri ni.

that's all for now. biler dah ada camera, aku upload gambar banyak2.

romance by ralph lauren

heyyooo~~

while i'm typing this, aku ada 2 minggu je lagi nak prepare segala barang and fly off. still, aku tak tau apa nak pack angkut pegi sana. supposed that bila aku sampai, weather kat sana dah sejuk-sejuk aircond gitu. tak ada dah season in the sun. ahak!

kerimasan melanda bila ada beg besar lying on the floor in my small room. ditambah pula dengan barang-barang yang tak tau dah mana nak letak. bulan-bulan puasa ni mula la malas nak punggah barang-barang yang patut.

since aku tak ada 4 tahun kat rumah ni, ada la 'tenant' baru nak masuk. so bukan je barang yang aku nak pack je kena kemas, barang-barang yang tinggal pun kena kemas gak. either let go/buang, sumbat dalam cabinet yang paling atas atau sumbat bawah katil. haruslah berhabuk 4 tahun tak ada sape nak sapu bawah katil nanti. jangan harap la 'tenant' baru tu nak sapu =.='

hmm tu je la, entry pendek je. toodles~~~

p/s: perasan tak title tu? me want that!!!!!!!!!!!!

rip off the calendar

selalu bila dah time bukak puasa, aku and adik2 selalunya mkn depan tv. agak tak berapa appropriate, tapi kitorang suka tengok drama time2 tu. macam dulu ada diari ramadhan rafiq. memang best!! tapi sekarang aku dah malas nak tengok tv time bukak puasa, since takde apa2 yang menarik. yang ada cuma drama mak tiri tinggal anak tiri kat pasar sampai kena culik. depressing betul cite macam tu. terus patah selera. sudahnya aku makan sambil lepak depan tv lepas solat maghrib. at least tengok buletin utama boleh gak gelak (well, u know what i mean). jangan tanya apsal aku tak tengok astro. abah aku dah bengang dengan astro sebab everytime hujan terus tak boleh nak tengok, even lepas hujan dah berhenti. panggil orang astro datang repair kena rm100++. dah berapa kali, abah aku terus malas nak repair. so tak yah la nak bagi tau ada cite best kat astro sebab aku memang tak boleh nak tengok =.='

tu la sebabnya aku ulang how i met your mother sampai aku boleh hafal semua season.

anyway, tinggal 3 minggu je lagi sebelum aku fly ke states. jenuh aku pikir nak atur family nak datang bukak puasa. kang tak buat, ada yang terasa. payah. so untuk kawan2, aku just nak ajak keluar bukak puasa je. at least boleh gak gather. tu pun satu hal nak kumpul semua. masing2 ada kelas la, ada family nak datang rumah la, tak cuti la. aiyo~~~ tapi nak sangat jumpa diorang sebab aku tau ramai tak dapat nak jumpa aku kat klia nanti. so ni je la kesempatan yang ada.

so, just nak cakap selamat menyambut ramadhan. sedih tak boleh sambut raya. first time wei!! oh well, 4 tahun tak raya dengan family. haih~~ =.='

p/s: apa yang aku nak angkut gi states ni!!!!! and kila, semoga tabah menghadapi dugaanNya

wind of change

finally, today i know my future plan not to live in the city is correct. kl sangat foggy, tambah plak dengan traffic, constructions and whatnot. duduk kat rawang yang ala-ala kampung skit ni pun dah batuk-batuk. hats off to the city dwellers!!

anyway, today was a girls' day out with some girlfriends. owh yeah, monte carlo was good. masuk pun dah 15 minutes lambat. blame the visa collection office. sape suh aku tunggu sampai setengah jam? well, not entirely their fault. blame my sense of direction in the foggy kl might be more correct.

i'm always a fan of selena gomez. i dont care that she's the ultimate BELIEBER. gomez sangat comel hokay??? biler la aku boleh dapat bibir macam dier.. and one more thing, dier convince aku yang muka bulat juga pun cantik sebenarnya (saja nak sedapkan hati)

but that's not the highlight of the day. hari ni, aku jumpa sorang budak perempuan sebaya aku yang aku rasa patut tolong. first time jumpa, she seems normal. but to know the truth definitely aches my heart. senang cite, aku harap dier dapat cari jalan keluar dari her old self and Allah akan bukak hati dier. tapi, hidayah Allah kena dicari, bukan tunggu bulan jatuh ke riba.

pengajaran hari ni: dalam setandan pisang, bukan semuanya busuk. and better get a phone with gps. and try to get home before maghrib.

ps: again, selamat kembali ke sekolah , kila!!!!!

there will be full moon, a week from now

dulu-dulu, waktu zaman mak aku sekolah lagi, datuk aku selalu bawak mak aku naik motor tua dia keliling kampung sambil sebarkan risalah. risalah pasal hak rakyat, hak agama yang dah berpuluh tahun tercalar, hak untuk mengubah nasib. ye la, zaman dulu haram nak jumpa computer macam sekarang. telefon pun ada satu je kat kampung tu.

disebabkan perjuangan datuk aku, dia pernah kena belasah dengan lahanat bercota and kena masuk jail. tapi dia tak pernah putus asa. sebab kata dia, anak cucu nanti kena tindas dengan orang-orang yang kononnya terpilih. datuk aku zaman muda memang darah panas, tapi dia tak berpaling tadah. ilmu agama dia ajar, ilmu dunia dia bagi.

bila dia dah tua, cucu pun dah ramai, dia slow down sikit. tapi perjuangan dia tak pernah tinggal. dia tak takut kalau anak-anak dia tak mewah pasal tak sokong orang-orang terpilih tu. apa yang penting, anak-anak dia faham and akan follow jejak langkah dia. sampai la dia meninggal sebelum aku spm, jiwa dia tetap kuat dengan perjuangan dia.

sekarang lepas dekat dua tahun dia dah tak ada, obviously

anak cucu dia pick up whatever he left for us. kami masih lagi tak mewah dengan wang ringgit, walaupun ramai yang kerja dengan orang-orang terpilih ni. kononnya duit diorang bagi kat kita suh kita support diorang. eh, cukai bukan kita

bayar ke? ramai cucu datuk aku yang further study guna duit orang-orang terpilih (again, duit sapa sebenarnya?)

bila cucu datuk aku balik, diorang semangat untuk ber

juang jugak. bukan untuk duit, bukan untuk sape2, tapi untuk future. maybe kat negara orang, minda diorang terbuka luas. diorang tau mana baik buruk.

contohnya macam abang sorang ni,

family wife dia orang kuat orang-orang terpilih, tapi dia cakap,"peduli apa, nak lawan, mai!"

(source: fb cousin aku)

family kitorang maybe tak mewah sangat, tapi kitorang tak sanggup nak pilih orang yang tak sepatutnya just untuk dapat beras free, dapat basikal and rm500 bila upsr, or pmr. (spm haram pe pun tak dapat, dah kalah)

to see the point u must sit down and think. jangan tengok on the surface je. dapat degree belum tentu bijak. tak sekolah tinggi macam datuk aku belum tentu bodoh. semua orang ada otak. jangan ingat klcc yang tinggi tu, tak ada orang kebulur disebabkan korupsi orang-orang terpilih. and tolong jangan ingat orang-orang yang berjuang ni cuma tau berjuang tapi tak kesah hal2 jalan yang rosak dengan kemiskinan. fikir sikit, sapa yang kat atas sebenarnya? sapa yang kuasa macam diktator? orang-orang yang berjuang ke, orang-orang terpilih yang boleh bawak bini shopping kat london? people are fighting for your right, support them. be mature. kita bukan budak-budak lagi.

hehe, aku pun tak tau nak kata pe tengok gambar ni :)

k la, kena reevaluate something. bye!!

the question is...

i have been questioned by some people that have made me questioning myself back.(pardon my grammatical error)

tau tak, kadang-kadang apa yang seseorang tu buat, kita tak sepatutnya persoalkan.

ya, dia pernah buat salah dulu. dia dah mintak maaf dan bertaubat. end of story.

tapi ada certain individu yang suka mengeruhkan keadaan. they just cannot let it go.

ok fine, maybe orang tu kata dia just nak tau je. but, do you know that the person himself will be questioning what they've done, and tiba-tiba rasa tak happy dengan apa yang dia buat? padahal apa yang dia buat selama ni dirasakan betul.

disebabkan banyak mulut yang suka mempersoal hal orang lain, relationship punah, hati tak tenteram, hidup rasa tak best.

in the end, kita tak boleh nak stop mulut orang. hati mau kental. yeah!

don't say anything....

do it for me, please?

even when i can't see you.

because when you do, i can feel it somewhere

in my heart

<3

nightly~~beside the green green grass

soalan: mengapa kita suka gosip?

orang kata zaman remaja la yang paling vulnerable, zaman goyah. zaman remaja gak la zaman untuk membuat silap, yang either buat kita more mature atau menyesal seumur hidup. so which one?

minggu ni aku rasa banyak sangat cerita pasal mistake yang remaja buat. pasal mengaku diri tak berdara lagi tu macam dah agak basi. hari ni pasal upload gambar kissing kat facebook plak.

siapa kita nak judge diorang? aku ada sorang kawan bukan melayu, bukan islam yang upload gambar kissing dengan boyfriend kat facebook. just because she's not a malay, not a muslim, tak ada sape pun yang heran sangat pasal gambar tu. tak ada pun jadi trending topic segala bagai.

to talk about dosa pahala memang aku tak berani. the point here is aku nak jaga diri aku and orang-orang yang aku sayang. tu je.

yang lain, persetankan

this is even scarier than jumping off the speeding jet

now until august: 361 km apart

august until i-dont-know-when: 15, 126 km

we just have to make it work, right?

infinity, and beyond

just one thing for sure: i'm not easy to be consoled. once you messed up, big time, just prepare your speech and dont expect instant result. i'm tough. i had enough to know if you're not the one.

mama, nak nasik lemak bawak balik hostel boleh?

as what u can everywhere on facebook, everyone is putting their mom's picture as profile picture. dont ask me why? jump off the cliff if you dont know why, damn it!!

so mama, bakal mak mentua yang ada dimana2 (ok, jangan buat gosip. aku pun xtau lagi sape), mak long, mak ngah, mak teh, atok and tokpok. saya yang menaip di atas katil mak saya ini mengucapkan selamat hari ra...err...i mean,

selamat hari ibu!!!!

you are my superwoman~~~~

thanks ma, for bringing me into this world.

sorry, i'm not that poetic. :D

have you talked to your mom today??

not mine, not yours... maybe....not

just need some clarification

don't leave me dumb like this

tell me

stop giving me that silent treatment

both of us don't need it right now

what we need is some light

to see things crystal clear

and then we will know

where are we standing

be apart

that we cannot avoid

maybe it's a test from God

but i can't stand playing this endless game

when is it gonna f**king stop?!!!!

....i was born this way.....

believe it or not, we are almost in the middle march. means that aku ade lagi one month before the finals. dengan result yang tak seberapa, aku cuma boleh work much harder and tawakal je la. it's a good thing that bio paper aku improved (yay!!) and also precal (sikit je la, there's always room for improvements)

anyway, my calendar for this month is super full. aku baru dapat tau aku kena pergi BTN cuti ni. woih, cuti 9 hari, tolak BTN 5 hari, tinggal 4 hari. tolak balik kampung ada kenduri tinggal la 2 hari.

mampuih la aku!! and minggu lepas cuti memang minggu yang.. nak kata neraka macam exaggerate plak... but for sure, sleeping will be a blessing on that week.

and owh, march pun ramai kawan2 and family celebrate their birthdays.

mari kita tengok calon2 nya..

encik aymann (cousin) 2nd march

minah prasan aka mira (sister) yang kiri tu hah.. 5th march

and untuk aimi adibah (11 march), satu prep program dengan aku. tak de gambar dier la, and malas nak curik2 kat facebook.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEEPS!!!

crooked nose

almost fell.

recollecting myself.

but tiny pieces are scattering.

i'm afraid.

i don't wanna do this.

tempting, but i don't wanna break anything.

help me.

stop pushing me deep into the mud.

once these tears were held back

my stress level just finally at peak i guess. aku rasa tension sangat malam ni. nak kata aku tak pernah stress out sebelum ni, tak gak. jarang sangat2 aku menangis sebab tension. habis2 kuat pun setakat cepat marah, tapi cepat gak aku cool.

memang aku kuat emo pun, but i almost never cry.nak mengadu kat kawan, diorang pun banyak masalah, sama gak dengan aku. nak mengadu kat parents, kang kena lecture balik.

bila time macam ni, baru la diri ni nak ingat kat Tuhan. baru nak beristigfar, mengadu kat Tuhan. ya Allah, alpanya hamba Mu ni!!

lebih baik menangis sekarang dari menangis sebab menyesal nanti.

comelnya awak. pujuk saya boleh? (miss my dekmok)

...and award goes to...

hey, he said congrats for your achievement.

huh, why is he even care about it?

i'm just passing the message.

owh yeah? he didnt have time for me before, how the f**k he has the time now?

how could him?

my achievements, my downfalls, my everything

he knows them all

yes, i made him hated my gut like hell

he did the same thing

he broke the watch

i returned his card

fair and square

we made up

waiting for the right moment

to come

for us to share

you ruined everything

this time it's all on you, honey

there's no 50-50

you screwed up big time this time

biggest ever

once you lied

once you cheated

once you turned your back on me

i'm not looking for you anymore

one last thing i want to say

treat others better

make mistakes, ask for forgiveness

that's the best thing

crawling to running

arrrgghhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mari jerit sekuat hati. pastikan anda menutup muka dgn bantal sebelum roommate anda baling bantal ke muka anda.

dah puas jerit? tenang semuanya? bagus2. so, jom go through to do list yang makin melampau2 panjangnye.

-test (wed, thurs, fri)

-cal(baca:calcium, eh tak!) homework

-biology homework

-biology oral presentation

-informative speech (kapas kapas gebu yang manis~~~)

-BTN (grrrr~~)

-class parade

-"hello-wind" night (jangan tanya nape aku eja macam tu)

-American indulgences festival (ni best skit kot)
-presentation akhlak
-music ACS (kitorang nak buat genre hip hop)

-forum
-holidays ACS
-research paper

eh, tak panjang pun! poyo je lebih. ahah!!
neway, ni cuma sikit dari to-do list aku sampai lepas cuti. banyak lagi sebenarnye, saje aku tak tulis. kang ada yang letih nak baca (eh, ada ke yang baca? prasan)

korang ade list macam ni?? ade? ade???

semua dah crack. bye!

19 and 20 ^.^

minggu2 yang macam nak kena admit hospital bahagia dah almost done.(hey, sape kata??!!)

well, at least banyak yang dah submit, of course ada lagi yang menunggu. tapi takpe. kita tak payah cite pasal benda2 yang tak best sekarang.

(by the way, presentation verdict is yours nampaknya kurang berjaya) =.='

anyway, KACA program was legend..(wait for it) DARY!!! i cant believe it will be fun like this!! sumpah seronok!! no doubt, masa dapat tau kena gi tu rasa macam down sikit laa.. macam kena gi rehab je. ye la, mana puak2 yang tak lepas cut off point point are required to attend the program.

tapi aku pikir, "takpe, orang nak tolong, bukan nak kutuk haha-ko-tak-layak-nak-fly!!" so, aku pegi dengan hati yang tenang untuk terima je apa2 yang diorang nak kata. hopefully aku akan berubah lepas ni. aminn...

actually, 11 Feb hari tu birthday sister aku yang lain mak, lain bapak. felt so bad sebab tak dapat nak selebret dengan beliau. uhukkk~~!!

maybe next year tak dapat nak selebret together gether dah since we might be continents apart. insyaallah..

so my sayang, NUR ILYA HANIS BINTI IZHAM, happy 19th birthday!!

ayu~~~ kau la wanita~~

zaman bercamwhore tak hingat dunia >.<

to ilya darling, i wish u a great year ahead. remember that i will always cherish our sisterhood sampai biler2.

maybe kite dah jarang jumpa and contact, but u are always in my thoughts

doa. ingat janji kita nak ko kawin dulu??

sila tunaikan segera biler aku dah balik sini nanti. muahahah!!!!

aku nak dok kat meja pengantin hokayy!!! lap u very strong!!!

ok.. 11 feb juga birthday frisbee team captain aku, tapi malas nak elaborate banyak2, kang jadi lain plak. hehehe... happy 20th birthday to SYAFIQ VOON!!

pakcik ni major in engineering and will be flying to US this august, insyaallah..

dah botak sekarang kurang sikit hensem, tapi takpe.

tunggu rambut tumbuh balik. heheh!!

alrite, that's all for now folks!!

milkshake + potato

companionship. almost everything in this world cannot be standing alone. well, i said it, almost. kepala korang still satu gak kan? kite perlukan company, or senang cite, kawan. macam aku, aku ada part2 yang aku agak independent. macam time kecik2 dulu, darjah satu lagi aku dah belajar iron baju sekolah aku sendiri. aku tak tau la korang kan. maybe tadika lagi dah iron baju sendiri. besides than emotional and financial aspects, aku kurang depend dekat parents aku. comparatively la to adik beradik aku. maybe sebab aku anak sulung, and adik beradik jarak agak dekat. so aku kena belajar sume sendiri. nak bagi chance la kononnya kat adik2 aku dengan mak aku. ok takpe kakak bawak diri.

tapi dengan kawan2, aku rasa sangat dependent kat diorang. even nak makan tengah hari kat cafe pun kena berteman. ok memang annoying. maybe diorang la my other support system. macam plant support system plak. hoho~~

so apa yang aku nak kata is that, somewhere along the way, we will need a company, a friend to be our support system. we can be very independent, sume benda buat sendiri. tapi ada masa kita nak share dengan someone. and we need them to support us. ye, support tu sangat penting.

a friend can be a lover, a source of wisdom and sometimes a friend can be an enemy in disguise.

i'm blessed with great friends masa zaman sekolah, and i still keep them close. here in college, great friends are actually much harder to get. yet again, i'm blessed with a few of them.

biler kita makin meningkat usia, a good friend wont come by easily. ego kita jugak makin tinggi, plus kita makin sibuk. kawan yang ada pun tak terjaga, apatah lagi nak cari kawan baru. ye, memang kita akan jumpa new people almost everyday, tapi sejauh mana orang yang kita jumpa akan jadi bonded dengan kita macam kawan2 zaman sekolah dulu? mungkin ada, tapi jarang2 la nak dapat macam tu. tu pun sebab ada mutual interest or pasal ada benefit. not saying that adults ni berkawan tak ikhlas. mostly because they have family to look out for.

whatever it is, kita tetap perlukan kawan. susah kalau takde someone to talk to. hidup ni bukan senang, and it wont be a bed of roses, but with the help and moral support from friends, it can bearable.

so now, find your old friends. facebook kan ada!! keep them, cherish the friendship before it's too late!!

itik pulang petang

monday's approaching. satu hape pun aku aku tak buat lagi (kecuali bath salt)

so hari ni pulang la sudah anak rantau ke perantauan. ok setakat shah alam-rawang, 5,6 kali pun boleh ulang alik. jangan buat sedih.

as always, memang sorang2 la melangut kat hostel ni. best gak, tapi sunyi. sekoq pun tak balik lagi. jauh ka, dekat ka, suma pakat nak balik ahad. hape best sangat dok umah tuh?? (mode: sentap lonely)

aku suka balik hostel awal sebab senang aku nak kemas bilik. kalau ada orang aku pun segan nak pegang penyapu n mop. konon2 tak nak tunjuk rajin. 8-)

dalam masa sejam lebih, the whole unit dah berkilat!! boleh nampak muke kat lantai hokay!!

sekali mendongak ke atas, owh shoot! lupa cuci kipas =.='

next week punya project la, kalau ada masa and kerajinan yang tinggi macam minggu ni.

bagaikan sorang suri rumah yang berdedikasi, kena la pegi stok makanan minggu. ouwh nasib baik duit dah masuk. boleh la bershopping dengan gembira.

tapi sentap sebab barang berat kena jalan jauh. mula la berangan ada hot stud dari hostel seberang jalan tolong angkatkan.(ade ke hot stud? tu yang kita tak tau). owh, raya cina banyak barang tak de ekk? cari hot coco favorite aku takde. cereal yang aku makan tiap2 pagi tinggal sekotak, tu pun lagi seminggu nak expired. tokay ramai cuti la gamaknya.

yang penting esok ada nak belanja aku tengok wayang. harus la dipergunakan peluang ni abis abisan!! woahhhhhh~~~~

so, kena la focus wat assignments dulu malam ni, untuk menjamin ketenangan hati esok nak pegi enjoyyyy!!~~

garam garam wangi~~

hari ni aku ada project wangi2~~ untuk demonstrative speech aku nak wat 'how to make scented bath salt'. aku dah tak tau nak wat project pe, since kalau nak masak2 atau baking2 agak susah. macam mana nak angkut oven, dapur gas masuk kelas =.='

so scented bath salt je la, tak payah nak masak2, ye tak?? ^.^

nak buat scented bath salt ni senang je. guna je garam apa2 yang ada kat dapur korang. pastu tepung ubi kayu dicampur untuk buat fragrance oil nanti tahan lama. then campur baking soda untuk lembutkan garam tu tadi. so tak de kasar sangat. kalau nak buat decoration, boleh campur food coloring.

biler bath salt dah siap, boleh la letak dalam glass jar macam kat bawah ni

tapi aku punya bukan lawa macam ni la. susah nak cari glass jar macam ni

*sob*

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owh look at the pink ones!! it's actually so hard to get this vibrant color. of course, using other type of coloring might be easier.

dah guna food coloring memang payah la =.='

aku tak upload gambar hasil keje aku. i malu lagi u~~!! hehe.. nanti biler dah present depan lecturer aku upload everything, from step 1 until the result, hokayy!!

owh, kalau ikutkan original recipe, kena guna epsom salt. tapi dah satu tesco aku tawaf, no where to be found. so, i just use himalayan salt and rock salt. dua2 ada kat tesco. senang~~!!

sebenarnya epsom salt ni banyak khasiatnya. good for muscle stiffness and soreness. for more info on epsom salt, google la hokkayy!!

biler dah siap, boleh la guna as body scrub. kalau beli body scrub ni agak mahal la untuk student macam aku ni kan. so boleh la guna bath salt ni. to whom yang suka soaking ala2 spa gitu, boleh gak larutkan bath salt ni dalam bath tub. kalau nak soaking, lagi best guna garam with bigger grain. untuk scrubbing jangan la guna garam kasaq chekk oii. mau pedih kulit tu kena tonyoh. :D

lastly, if u have sensitive skin, be prepared to feel itchy on your skin. and jangan guna as face scrub plak!! kang gatal2 muka nanti.

enjoy your bath salt!!

longest winter, biyaneyo :-/

maybe salah aku kot, salah yang tak disengajakan. salah yang aku tak tau biler masa aku buat. salah yang tak ditegur.

salah yang buat dier buat tak tau pasal janji dier. janji dier aku tak kesah kalau dier tak commit, tapi kenapa dier diam je? janji tu pun bukannya janji besar macam nak masuk meminang ke hape, tapi cuma janji kawan2 biasa.

woih pedih woo~~!!

tau2 je sanggup drive pegi dengan orang lain. drive sampai puncak lepaih turun train, padahal aku dok berangan dia mai nak amik aku ka, hapa ka. sapa tak sakit chekk oii~~

again, maybe salah aku. aku salah cakap ke. aku salah reply text dier ke.

aku salah apa-apa je la.

i'm sorry if i did anything that changed your heart.

biyane. ok?? fine!!

hmm.. ko dah buat aku rasa nak blogging. aku tau ko takkan baca. semoga gembira and makin hensem disamping gadis puncak. dier sanggup pakai high heels tinggi melangit kat ko kan. dier jatuh ko boleh sambut.

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